dilemma

i have started to write about my daily life and thoughts in english.

i feel the need and desire to do something meaningful, but i can't stay fuulish like jobs.

i think that i may lack time, money, and other resources, but should't dwell on those limitations.

i have to let go of such thoughts.

in the past, when i experienced success, i realized that i can be anything i want. 

there are no limits what i can achieve.

however, since then, i don't know what i want to do.

i unsure of what to be passionate about.

for now, i am starting with this endeavor.

i don't wanna spend my holidays in monotonous way, such as simply playing games on tv.

if you have something good idea, please let me know.

also, please share what you typically do during your holidays.